2019年3月22日 星期五

Day 0-179 我是誰 (1)

what is fucking stopping me?

yeah i was thinking of '' how about my parents thinking of me for leaving them after I quit my job''?

i mean, i am so afraid of failure!

i am so afraid that i am wasting my time when i think of something to do.

i am so frustrated that i feel i am doing nothing.

i am so scared to be in this state forever.

i am so afraid that i cannot find the way out.

i stopped myself.

i come to the entrance, and then i asked me to go back.

i am tired of these shit.

i keep comparing myself to others,

i want to be as brilliant as they are RIGHT NOW

i want to be successful

i want to be perfect

what is wrong with me?

that is PART 1, thank you!

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